FUCKING PERFECT - - &&chester&kyra <3

[chasity kyra abel]

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[div style="width:[br"]400px; height: 250px; overflow: auto; font-family:tahoma; text-transform: lowercase; font-size:10px; background-color: ffffff; color:#000; text-align:justify; padding-left: 10px; padding-right: 10px; line-height:120%;]Kyra sat back on the chair, staring at her laptop screen, reading again & all over each and every word that was written. she wasn't special to him. she was just another person whom he got along with. she didn't own him. he wasn't her toy. she messed up everything. she kept reading it again and again, her eyes filled with tears as she sobbed. carter was right, he had the right to ignore her. she was nothing but a mess, who created problems not only for carter but also for people like colette and chester. she had to stop messing around but she couldn't help her. being so far away from home and her family, she needed friends to rant out about her problems, few shoulders to cry on but she had only realized it today that she was being a big drama queen. she was starting to hate every bit of her. his words pierced into her heart, smashing her heart into tiny little pieces and leaving her shattered. all of this pain, agony, hatred, drama, needed to end for once and for all. she had realized that she was so used to have carter around her and joke with her that she couldn't live without having his friendly presence as her comfort zone. without colette & chester she just couldn't stay strong and fight the feeling of giving up on life. as much as nice and caring the two of them were, that much of drama was created by kyra in which she involved them when it wasn't even needed. she wanted to put an end to everything. not only put an end to all of her suffering but also free carter, colette and chester for once and for all.

defeated and lost, she stood up and made her way from the room to the big bathroom of her mistress and opened the cupboard and pulled out the bottle of sleeping pills. mr. & mrs. barrymore, along with the kids were out of states, enjoying their vacation around the globe while they had placed the trust and responsibility of the huge house on kyra. so basically she lived all alone, in the big house and there wasn't a single soul to stop her from doing what she was about to do. The owner of the house had their relatives dropping in once in a week to check on stuff, so whenever they drop in next, they will find a dead body somewhere. hints hints. her next step was quickly picking her cell and started writing a long message to her friends like chester, colette and a few more. she apologized for being such a mess. she told them she didn't deserve to be around them as she wasn't a special person at all. she told them that she was going to put an end to the drama she had caused into their lives and simply walk out. she thanked them for being such a great support and wrote many apologies and promised not to ever mess anything for she was about to leave. crying her heart out, tears dripping down her eyes she wrote the text and put her cell away after deleting all the texts and switching it off. she entered the washroom and sat at the edge of the tub. taking a handful of sleeping pills she eat them all and kept slipping in handful again and again. she drank water to help herself from gagging. she coughed and gagged, unable to keep her balance. she reached for the blade and looked at it, her vision going blur. she was actually going to do this. end her life for once and for all. she looked around, thought about her family, her friends. she couldn't help but cry, feeling awfully hopeless. without thinking any further she cut her wrist open with the blade, piercing it as deeper as she could until she couldn't breathe and lost her senses. minutes later she fell back in the tub, the blade slipped from her hand and fell on floor. blood continued to drip from her wrist and blood drops were to be seen everywhere in the white tub as she lay there, still and unconscious.

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this post is for colette&chester, who is played by lyn&amy. it's counted as i dunno words long and it's currently taking place at the barrymore' residences. lastly, i would like to say sorry for this fail post. i'm tired and i suck at starter posts you don't have to match it. :3.

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[colette emma cristobal]

i'm waiting for some kind of miracle

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 250px; height: 290px; padding: 0px 5px 0px 5px; font-family: calibri; font-size: 11px; text-align:justify; color: #333; line-height: 99%; overflow: auto] Colette sat in front of her laptop in her room. She wasn't really in the right mood. She just got upset from Chester stating that he was going to jump off the roof. Colette couldn't really stand that happening. At first she thought it was a joke but Chester made it clear that he was serious. Colette wasn't really sure how to react to that. She had been hearing about suicide for the rest of the month. It doesn't help that Sam agreed it was supposed to be her. Colette had enough. Every time she helps people, they always think she isn't serious 'cause she's all 'relaxed.' She couldn't control herself and bursted out angry at Chester. Maybe then they'd listen. She wasn't letting her guilt mix with her pride... not now at least. Chester was important to her.... way too important. She wouldn't let him think suicidal. Her cousin had been apart from her in years because of it. Kyra's messed up. There was no way she's letting those happen to Chester while she could still stop it. Colette let out a frustrated groan as she ran a hand through her hair. Chester said he'd be coming over. Great. Minutes later, she heard someone ring the door bell. Colette sighed and stood up. She was only wearing t-shirt and some sweatpants but she's inside her house and Chester's her best friend. She doesn't have to be embarrassed. Plus, she is utterly pissed right now. Colette ran down the stairs before someone else could even open the door. As she predicted, it was Chester. He was already here and so she couldn't tell him to go away. Colette welcomed him in but not really saying anything much. The next passed minutes, Colette never said anything to Chester but some pissed off comments. Sometimes she never actually paid attention. Then, she recieved a text. Same goes for Chester. They read it together... Kyra sent it. She was saying sorry and she also said goodbye. At first, Colette and Ryan thought, over the internet, that she was going back to France. But when Colette re-read it. It felt different. "Ch-chester. I can't stay still about this. i know I'm angry and pissed off by you but we have to see Kyra... please?" Colette said worriedly to Chester. They both drove off to Kyra's place that Colette had only visited once. It was dead quiet. No one answered the door either when they knocked. "Her phone's off..." Colette stated when she tried calling Kyra. Colette held the door knob and twisted it. The door was open. Colette took a breath and got inside the house. "Kyra? Kyra? Anyone?" Her voice just echoed. Colette looked at Chester with another worried expression. All the things were still here... they can't go back to Paris. "Lets look for her..." Colette said as she headed upstairs. After a bit of searching, she reached one of the bathrooms. She twisted the door knob but it was locked. "Chester! I think Kyra's here... the door's locked." [/style]

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[chester eddy parker]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 320px; text-align: justify; background-color: #e9dbcf; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; line-height: 0.9em; color: #404040; border: 15px solid #f2ae77; padding: 10px] we catch up with the waking world There was guilt all over his heart. What the hell was he about to do? Lately Chester had gotten himself in an arguement with cadeyn, who lately seemed to be disturbed and pissed all the time & pushed away people. just to cheer cadeyn, chester started off with his bromance, telling him how much he loved him to bits but cadeyn pushed him away and behaved rudely with him . from there, their argument streched over to many other things and ended up getting chester partly pissed and hurt at the same time. he wasn't liking the environment he was in. drama was everywhere. fame and paprazzi was MORE than enough to mess up their life along with the family drama and he got all the peaceful time as he hung out with his guys, his band mates who were like his family members. other than his fans and his band mates, he had literally no life. he did earn a good amount of money and enjoyed the popularity but none of it was peaceful. being chased off by fans, paprazzi, hearing deadly rumours about them, none of it was normal and to stay sane he needed his friends but lately all of his friends were being rude to him and pushing him off. He couldn't keep up with all of this hatred and thought why not end it? Cadeyn wanted chester to prove himself, as clearly cadeyn didn't trust his best friends words and wanted a proof. out of angsty and a strange enthusiasm to prove himself and put end to all the drama, he took the risk and got on the roof of their building . he was about to jump off when ryan had dragged him off and held onto his shirt, smacking his head to knock sense into his head. it took nearly two hours for chester to get over the thought of it and the rest of the day he was being lectured and hugged by his mates, except for caedyn who went around like he barely cared. chester couldn't stand this attitude of cadeyn. it was pissing him off. it was colette and ryan who actually talked sense into his mind. Colette started off with being rude while ryan took it lightly but made himself clear and made chester realise he was wrong. as for elijah, he was just sitting back, panicked and sad. it was heart breaking for the people who were closer to him to see chester so weak but they had to give him a break and understand his condition, his feelings and emotions. once his head was clear from all the bitter and sad feelings, he got up and decided to go over to colette's place & try to cheer her up, even apologize. she told him that he was important to her which mean a big deal for him. he HAD to apologize and so he did. without wasting any time he drove to her place and entered in. she was in her sweatpants and tshirt, which looked really cute on her. oh hey.. i-i i am sorry. he stuttered and walked in, following her into her bedroom. they spend time together for the rest of the evening. he kept apologizing and making up silly jokes to fix her mood while she kept ignoring and yelling at him and he was truly sorry. don't be so cold towards me, i can't handle all of this hate.. especially not from the people like you who are closer to my heart.. it hurts colette he finally said, bitterly, tears in his eyes for the first time and pulled her into a big hug. few minutes later both of them read the text together and sat back in shock, thinking of all the possible things she meant by walking out. are you thinking what i am thinking? he looked up at her, knowing kyra was being suicidal all over again. he felt the hunch that something bad was to happen. he nodded as colette spoke and stood up. they got into his car and he drove her to kyra's place. they rang the bell and waited. colette twisted the knob and the door opened. chester had a confused look on his face but walked in, following colette and started looking around. it was silent and still, pin drop silence. helloo? k-kyraa? he called out but there wasn't any response. he started to look around for her and saw the bathroom door locked. he nodded at colette and decided to break the door. stay behind he said, warning her and kicked onto the door. he kept kicking the door and pushing against it until it finally opened and stood behind, rubbing the sides of his shoulder. the tap was open, water dripping down. he took a step ahead, colette following her in. he gulped as he saw a body laying in the tub. look.. it's h-her.. he said and noticed the blade on the floor dipped with blood. he moved over and looked into the tub. blood was everywhere and kyra lay, still and pale in the tub. his jaw dropped open and he was taken aback. as colette moved closer, he reached for her hand and pulled her closer, rubbing her back. this was no less than a horror movie. he was trying to hold her from falling in shock or freak out. it's okay, i'm here.. he soothed her back and walked over to kyra's body. she ate sleeping pills and cut her wrist.. he said, as he picked up the bottle of pills and tossed them away. he touched her neck, trying to figure out if she was still alive. i feel the pulse, she's alive.. but we n-need to get her to the hospital before.. w-we lose her.. he said and picked her up from the tub and carried her into the room and laid her onto the bed. w-what do we do? call the police, ambulance or what? he wasn't in his senses after witnessing what fell in front of his eyes. tag: lynmybby<33 words: many notes: eeek this is kinda scary! c:

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[colette emma cristobal]

i'm waiting for some kind of miracle

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[chester eddy parker]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 320px; text-align: justify; background-color: #e9dbcf; font-family: arial; font-size: 9px; line-height: 0.9em; color: #404040; border: 15px solid #f2ae77; padding: 10px] we catch up with the waking world Colette had known of chester for an year now and the two of them so close, it was hard to explain. they spend day and night together, they were like two beans in a pot and read each other like an open book. although he was the same age as her, or a few months older to her, she was the mature one who thought of things from an angle chester could never. there was immature, silly and carefree but with so much going on lately, he was dragged to crawl out of his carefree shell and be more.sensible and emotional. fame was actually getting to his head and messing around. it was true, after his parents broke up, he was fully relying on his friends to keep him sane and hold his back. she was one of those few people but she gave him a hard time. not that she had a hard heart, she was just being a good friend, letting him learn his lesson and not repeat his mistakes ever again. She was different and very important to him. He hugged her tightly, loving the closeness between them. minutes later they were at kyra's place. It seemed like they were acting in a horror movie. it was spooky and awfully quiet, chester wasn't used to this. the hair on his back stood up, a chill ran down his spine as the door of the bathroom opened after his several kickings on it. There was blood, blade...and kyra laying still in the tube. what could be more worse than this?he gulped. his main concern for the moment was colette, who started crying. any girl in her position would react in the same way. He hugged her, rubbed her back and tried to comfort her before finally gathering up the courage and taking a look at kyra. from the paleness of kyra, he felt like she was nowhere and he felt his body shiver. Seeing blood everywhere made him sick but he held himself back and touched her neck. She was alive. His heart skipped a beat and he announced that she was alive. He told her his predictions and pulled her out of the tub and picked her up. he asked her to do something, call the police or ambulance because he wasn't sure what to do further. Colette made a quick call to the hospital and gave the address. She told him that they had asked them to put pressure and Chester stood still, kyra in his arms. He let her softly onto the bed and touched her cut, blood was still dripping. he reached for a piece of cloth and tied it tightly around her wound. this is all i can do.. he said. He ran off to the bathroom and washed his hand, cleaning all of the blood. He walked out with the towel and cleaned the blood that was over his shirt. I j-just c-can't believe this colette.. how could she not think about all of us and kill herself? w-what mus have happened between her and carter? he wondered and walked over to her. He wrapped his arms around her and held her close. minutes later they heard the ambulance siren and several unknown people walked in, with a strecher. they put kyra onto the strecher and left. it's going to be alright, i'm promise said chester, kissing the top of her head and walking with her outside. do you want me to drop you home or you want to go to the hospital? tag: lynmybby<33 words: many notes: eeek this is kinda scary! c:

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[colette emma cristobal]

i'm waiting for some kind of miracle

[atrb=border,0,true] [style=width: 250px; height: 290px; padding: 0px 5px 0px 5px; font-family: calibri; font-size: 11px; text-align:justify; color: #333; line-height: 99%; overflow: auto] Kyra had always been talking to Colette about ending it all. Kyra had been planning on doing it but Colette didn't really expect it to happen now or to be better, never. Before it got worse, Carter finally spoke to Kyra. Still in bit edge, but Kyra never noticed. She was just simply happy that Carter was talking to her again. Colette thought it was all done. But it wasn't afterall. Clearly, this was about Carter. Colette had no idea why she would even do it. She had no idea what they fought about. They seemed fine until Carter got online and became lifeless. Colette was determined to know. But she couldn't ask anyone about it besides from Kyra and Carter. Literally. Kyra wasn't in the best mood, it would just be common sense to ask her or not. Carter? He would be mad... but he was better than nothing. It would be hard to make Carter say something... heck, Colette wasn't even that close to him. Sure, they were friends and they laugh about things together but they don't really tell secrets and open up to each other. Their friendship was just like all about fun. Trust wasn't really minded. Though, Chester was a different conversation. Colette could tell him everything... except for one thing... or maybe two things. Colette knew about Chester's feelings, she couldn't tell him she was in an arranged marriage. She knew it would hurt them both. Chester was like the missing part of Colette but of course, along with the others too. Colette watched Chester. She wanted to help him but she would just end up feeling sick with the blood and she might mess up. She was never good at medical things. Chester grabbed a clothing and wrapped it along Kyra's cut. He got up and cleaned himself, Colette just nodded as he stated that it was all he could do. Colette stood there, looking at Kyra and waiting for Chester to finish cleaning himself. Colette felt guilty about what happened... she should've arrived eariler... she should've told someone about Kyra's long attempt. Cole wiped the tears away as Chester came over and hugged her. Colette sobbed and hugged him back. "I-i-I'm sorry... I sho-should've t-t-tol-d you a-abo-ut K-kyra...I-I knew she w-was going to d-do this but... I..." She tried to say but her head was against Chester so it came out as a mumble. Colette stayed on Chester's arms as the ambulance appeared. They got Kyra and drove her to the hospital. Colette looked up at Chester. She wasn't sure if she wanted to go home or stay. Her choice was more on going home. She wanted to rest and think about what happened but she knew she wouldn't stay still at home. She would only, if she gets an information about Kyra's condition. "I-i think I'll stay with Kyra..." [/style]

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