{{ - - - BABY I'M BULLETPROOF <3 OAKLEY/CHORD

[ashleigh mae sherman]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 505px; -moz-border-radius: 0 185 185 0px;background-color:#09281d;] so we burst into colours ---------------------------------------- colours and carousels, fall head first, like paper planes & play ground games -------- A warm water bath was the best remedy for breaking & tiresome bones and she was loving it. previous week, there was a 'best writer' competition for all the journalist from different companys and she had won first position for her company, not only bringing the title but also the award so her company granted her a higher post and an amazing apartment at the expensive fivestar hotel as a gift for the achievement. for the first time in a while, she had actually achieved something that made her proud of herself. she was relaxed now as compared to before as she didn't had to worry about the rent anymore. the loft given to her by the company was for free and full of luxury. she had asked oakley, the love of her life to move in with her because they were engaged and having him around after such a long time felt the right thing to do. moreover, she wouldn't had won the competition if it hadn't been for oakley's ideas, too. basically both of them were creative and great writers so both of their ideas had helped ashleigh win and she wanted to share the price equally with oakley. the happiest among them was katie, who found friends around in the hotel of the elite families living around and places like the kids play area to have fun with. life was somewhat better than before now. there was only one thing bugging her, it was about future but it had been bugging her for ages now. ashleigh wondered if it was right to keep the truth hidden from katie in future that she wasn't ashleigh's own child but adopted? she didn't wanted to betray katie like her parents had betrayed ashleigh but then what if katie was badly affected by the truth? ashleigh would never be able to bear that. they may not be related by blood but ashleigh had accepted katie as her daughter and she was as precious as her own life to ash. they may not be related by blood, but they were by law and that did matter. only oakley was the right person to answer ash and help her in 'decision making'. she decided to talk it out with him today. she pulled herself out of the bath tub and tied a towel herself and entered her room. she pulled on her undergarments and shorts. she was wearing her shirt when she heard footsteps and realized it was oakley. she could feel his presense.she must have forgotten to lock the door. she hadn't buttoned her shirt so she was revealing more skin that she had ever done before to oakley. she felt his arms wrap around her waist and pulling her closer to him. she smiled at his warm touch. hello love! i was getting dressed but that's okay. . . she turned around to face him and felt his hold tighten around her. woah, something seems different about you tonight, or is it just me that's gotten you a little off your hormonal control? she playfully teased him, wrapping her arms around his shoulders and leaning over to kiss him, softly and tenderly. i love you she said, resting her head next to his after kissing him passionately. her shirt was still open and revealing her bra and good amount of flesh but she could care less at the moment. there is something I have been wanting to talk about to you.. it's about katie's future..

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[oakley jameson porter]

come on skinny love what happened here?

today had started like any other day for oakley. he had gotten in the shower before ash and when he emerged he was feeling a bit strange. oakley had been off his pills for a while now. he was starting to wean off of them and he was feeling the aftermath of it all. oakley's mood changes were swift and course, john was coming out more now than ever. he had moved in with ash just so she could keep a closer eye on him. he also had the guts to tell his bakery manager about his condition and he understood. he left out the part where he couldn't afford his meds anymore because of his low pay checks but he figured the guilt-trip-your-boss trick probably wouldn't work. if oakley was going to get better, he had to do it by himself. he wanted to get better not only for himself but for ash as well.

oakley walked through the hallway towards the washroom, he had left his clothes in there prior to the shower. he was only walking around in boxers since katie was fast asleep for her afternoon nap. he walked in and found the bathroom empty. he grabbed a handful of his clothes and went to ash's room, he figured she was probably in the kitchen fixing them lunch.

to his surprise, he found ash in her room, she was in only her undergarments. at this point she hadn't seen him yet. oakley started to feel a funny feeling and start to drift off.. he felt himself slip away and then he felt a new presence. he knew what was happening, he was falling under the spell of john. as his mind twisted and turned he lost himself and became a new self.
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chord had been shipped back to america due to his extreme night terrors and mood swings. he was a heavily awarded general of the united states army. chord's brain was severally damaged from an IED explosion that cost him not only his troops lives but a quarter of his brain. he had a tough time processing the simplest of thoughts. as he walked into his sister ashleigh's room he saw her dressed in her undergarments. chord couldn't help but wrap his arms around her and snuggle her close, breathing in her familiar scent that made him go crazy.

"hey babe, you look so hot right now." chord said biting his lip and gazing down at his sisters half naked body. he himself was in only his boxers and the thought of them getting it on made his mind go wild. she turned to face him and she wrapped her arms around his shoulders. he tightened his grip on her and held her close, he could feel their skin touching in intimate areas. "you could say i'm a little out of control right now." chord said letting his eyes wander down. she leaned in and kissed him tenderly, he loved when she did this. it drove him insane and it felt like their first kiss all over again. "i love you too ash, i always have." he murmured softly, just inches away from her lips. chord touched the bare skin on her back and closed his eyes, wow his sister was so beautiful, he couldn't stand it.

"katie's future..? that can wait till after we're done this." chord said pushing ash against a nearby wall and kissing her with more force, his lips demanding passion and fire. he couldn't stand it anymore, he had hidden his feelings for his sister for too long and now that she felt the same lust he did... maybe it was time to really do what he's wanted to do his whole life. chord pulled away and kissed down her neck, nibbling softly before going back up to her lips. "you're so sexy, i can't stand it. i'm so glad you feel the same way sis." chord said kissing her again, his mind being drove wild by her kisses.

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[ashleigh mae sherman]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 505px; -moz-border-radius: 0 185 185 0px;background-color:#09281d;] so we burst into colours ---------------------------------------- colours and carousels, fall head first, like paper planes & play ground games -------- ashleigh was well aware of the fact that oakley was a mess. she was aware of the multiple personality disorder yet didn't care and stayed around him. she had lost so many dearest people in her life that she had become immune the pain yet the fear of losing katie and oakley, would kill her. in her past, she had lost oakley once but she thought it was her fault and she wanted to make up for her mistake. she was going fix it and never let go oakley, no matter how much of a mess he turned into. there were days he would turn into john and run away from the house and come back as oakley and apologize. he would have guilt attacks and she would tell him that no matter what, she was going to be there with him. these days, however, he was being just oakley, which was comforting. she was glad to have no trouble caused these days. oakley had walked in his shorts and ashleigh quickly turn around. this was like the first time he had walked on her when she was nearly naked. it was embarrassing but she decided not to over react and make it even more awkward. moreover, she trusted oakley. even if they were engaged for past three years and had known each other for a while, they didn't cross their limit, which was to do anything sexual until marriage. ashleigh was strongly against it and one of the reasons she trusted oakley so much was because he had always respected her decisions and never crossed the limit laid down. they would cuddle, sleep together and makeout but never beyond that. ash was aware how hard it was for boys to control their hormonal needs but oakley had a great control and ashleigh not only respected oakley but also trusted him with her life. there were times, ash was forced to think that john might be a womanizer, from the amount of drunk he would get and talk about girls and use a foul language and there were times Ash had seen texts from girls asking john to be at parties but she decided not to get to the depth to it. in her mind, it was pointless to judge oakley on the basis of john. he maybe a part of oakley but he wasn't real, and ashleigh knew oakley better than anything else to blame or doubt him. hot? well that's new. you have never called me hot before? their kisses got deeper as she confessed her love, passionately pressing her lips onto his and deepening it but his kisses weren't full of love. there was a strong feeling of lust, hunger, need for more and more and his arms were wrapping around her so tightly, unlike those protected arms of oakley she was used to. this felt so foreign. he had never tried to skip a conversation regarding katie. she may not be their blood and flesh, their little creation but she was still their daughter. she gave him a questioning look that he answered by pushing her against the wall. her heart nearly dropped. wha-t-t-t is it love? she asked nervously. she didn't even know how to react to this. be scared and push him away or go with the flow and enjoy being so needed by him. there were so much of tension building, her hormones were being tested but her faith was always firm.. she had to remain strong. he was only making it harder as he kissed her and then her neck, sending chills to her spine. she was driven crazy by him. her eyes remained closed as she moaned on his touch but as he said the word 'sister', she was taken aback and she opened her eyes. sister? what? oakley.. is this some kind of a joke? are you ill? or are you drunk..? wait are you john now? so many possibilities coming to her mind and she pushed him away. don't. d-don't come closer to me. she said nervously, taking steps away from him and quickly buttoning her shirt. once done, she reached for the drawer and pulled it open. there were colorful tablets of him that would help to bring him back to himself. she picked them up and faced him. oakley, have these.. please.. take these.. eat these.. and i'll do anything.. anything you say, just take these.. she pleaded, nervously shaking, with one handful of tablets and other with a glass of water.

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[oakley jameson porter]

come on skinny love what happened here?

chord had never seen a more beautiful woman than his own sister. sure, his ex-wife was gorgeous too but his sister always had this effect on him. his divorce was rough on him and who was there when he needed a shoulder to cry on? ashleigh. she was there for it all. she was there at the airport to pick him up when he was deployed back home after the IED explosion. she was there to take care of him when he was going through physiotherapy. chord owed her so much and he just wished that she felt the same way towards him. now that she was showing all the right body language he knew their moment had finally come. the world was judgmental and if people knew about their relationship they would be shunned. "i haven't? wow, you deserved to be called that and more." chord said his voice a little husky. he just wanted her so bad, he had suppressed these feelings long ago.. after he married his wife they faded but they were still there. then the divorce happened and BAM! they were back crazier than ever. he knew his feelings towards her were sinful and against his religion but he had to rebel... ash was worth it.

their kisses got deeper and more passionate. he couldn't help but lose control, he had finally been given the opportunity to kiss her... why not take it? his arms entangled her and kept her nice and safe. he was hungry for her body and the kisses weren't helping him stop these sinful actions. "nothing's wrong, are you okay? i'm sorry if i hurt you." chord's voice was filled with concern, he didn't want to rush things.. and by forcefully pushing her against the wall he might have tipped the scale. the last thing he wanted to do was ruin this. at the mention of him saying sister she pulled away and pushed him away. her voice was confused and her eyes searched his. "no no no no! i'm not any of those things, i'm completely fine ash. even better than fine, i'm great." chord said in complete shock at why she pushed him away like that.

she took even more steps away from him, he put his two hands up, "w-w-what did i do wrong?" he said running a hand through his hair. she buttoned up her shirt and covered herself up. a bit of chord was disappointed but most of him was concerned. he didn't want to hurt her in any way. she went towards a drawer and pulled out a few colourful pills. chord thought he was done with pills and medications, he didn't want to take anymore! she held a glass of water and the pills in the other hand. why was she calling him oakley? he ran his hands through his hair again, "w-w-why are you calling me oakley? that's not my name ash.. it's me, chord. chord sherman, your older brother.." chord said trying to make sense of this situation. she pleaded with him to take the pills, he stepped forward and knocked the pills from her hand. "i'm tired of all these dang pills! they make my mind spin and make me loony, i don't need them anymore!" the pills went across the floor. "why do you keep forcing me to take them? you're my sister i don't need them anymore.. don't you see i'm fine!" chord said his voice was now raised.

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[ashleigh mae sherman]

[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=style, width: 505px; -moz-border-radius: 0 185 185 0px;background-color:#09281d;] so we burst into colours ---------------------------------------- colours and carousels, fall head first, like paper planes & play ground games -------- Did he just say that she should be called sexy more often? her eyes widely opened. Ashleigh shuddered under his touch, those lustful kisses that he planted seductively onto her neck and had her pushed against the wall. she had been never attacked by oakley before this way. it was absolutely driving her crazy but her faith was strong so she pushed him away, not falling for the temptation. she had always trusted him not to force her into sex but tonight, she was scared and insecure. she maintained distance from him and started buttoning her shirt up. what could be wrong with him? was it john? it couldn't be. apparently, john didn't think ash was his type. moreover, he would always push her out of the way, not embrace her. Nor did he consider her to be his sister. she was confused but this was no time for confusion. she angrily asked him that what on the earth was wrong with him to which he said nothing. there was concern in his voice, that told her that he was still her oakley but he wasn't. he had never made her feel so insecure before. she wrapped her arms around herself. p-please -s-s-tay a-away from me.. d-d-on't come closer.. don't! she was shaking, tears rounding in the corner of her eyes. this was time for action. to bring him back to oakley she reached for the colorful tablets in the drawer and handed them to him but he threw them away from her hand and her heart skipped a beat, or nearly dropped to the pit. his hold was strong and had shaken her. she told her that he wasn't oakley but chord sherman, her brother. what? her heart began to race and she realized this must be a new personality. she had fallen to her knees as she trembled from the shock. p-please don't hurt me she pleaded, looking up into his eyes and slowly got up. things were starting to make sense now. this was a new personality disorder that oakley had developed but never told ashleigh about it. how could he even develope them, question was, did his medication work at all for him? to her, it didn't seem so. she figured that chord had feeling for ashleigh, both sexual and filled with love but he also considered her to be his sister, which meant he was aware that it was wrong yet he was rebellious enough to ignore the sin and have the incesterous feelings. she decided to play along. the only way to bring back oakley was to make him have the tablets, luckily she had dozen of them still saved. so you feel for me, don't you? she asked, standing up by holding onto him and standing close to him, searching his eyes. i feel for you too, but you need to calm down love she said holding his face in her hands and tip toeing. i promise you'd feel better if you let me try, chord she carefully addressed by the name he referred himself. p-please.. don't you believe me? she asked, whispering in his ears as she pulled him closer, in her very minor but managable skills of seduction and started kissing his neck to his jawline and then softly kiss lips, clashing her tongue with his and quickly pulling away, leaving him asking for more. trust me those tablets will make you feel better, i promise she tried to convince him, wrapping her arms around his neck. listen to me once and i will do anything you say.. anything at all she said, looking deeply into his eyes and unbottoning her shirt again to reveal her body, to keep him distract and held by her charm. she walked back to the drawer and pulled the same tablets and held a glass of water towards him. here love, if you trust me, you will have these and then you can have me.. she said in husky tone, placing the tablets in his hands and helping him with drinking water.

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[oakley jameson porter]

come on skinny love what happened here?

a love like this was so wrong but it felt so right. chord had always hid his feelings away from his parents and all his friends. his actions are shameful and god would most definitely punish him for his wrongs. once he had enlisted in the army his parents never spoke to him again. they didn't think joining the army was the best thing for him. he was unsure if the army was the best for him too... it was apart from his one true love --ash. he had heard about her engagement and it pretty much crushed him.. now that he was out of the picture (he hadn't seen him around) chord could make his move. which he was doing now.

chord kissed ash with such passion that he knew anyone who saw them kissing would be envious. when ash pulled away and a bit freaked out by what he had just said. he didn't understand why, why didn't she feel the same way? he watched her slowly button but her shirt and started to speak in disjointed sentences. chord stepped forward letting his hand reach out for her.. but he realized that might freak her out further so he let it drop to his side. he looked to the ground, "ash.. i love you, why can't you see that?" chord said in the most soothing tone he could, "i've loved you since we were younger.. and not like a brother-sister type love.. like a true love kind." chord said letting his eyes catch hers for a moment. when she had offered the pills he slapped them out of her hand and gripped her wrist firmly. he didn't want to ruin this moment between them with some stupid pills. they always made him sleepy and want to pass out.

ash dropped to her knees from the shock when he said his name out loud. he had no clue why she was so shocked when shes known him for her whole life. "i would never hurt you ash." chord said lowering himself down and crouching by her. he propped her chin up with his thumb, "don't be scared." he said calmly, "i-i-i'm sorry i freaked you out." chord said a little ashamed of his actions. as ash's face changed from scared to seductive within seconds. maybe she had snapped to her senses?

after some coaxing he finally saw no reason why to just pop the pills into his mouth. chord watched as she unbuttoned her shirt further and reached for the pills again. "a-a-anything for you." chord said keeping his eyes on ash's chest. he took the pills and swallowed them dry.

suddenly, he felt woozy and he felt his mind mellow out.. he swayed back and fourth as his mind raced. when he came to, oakley's throat was very dry. he saw ash had a glass of water in her hands, "oh ash, you always know exactly what i need. thanks hun." he grabbed the glass of water and downed it. he set it down on the sinks counter. "uh.. babe, why are we only in our underwear..? not that i'm arguing but i-i-i'm confused." oakley said rubbing a hand through his hair. oakley took a step towards his loving fiancee, "you don't ever need to do this sort of stuff for me until we're married or until you're ready. i can wait for you." oakley said wrapping his arms around ash's waist and kissing her cheek. he saw a flash of fear in ash's eyes, "love, what's the matter..? did i do something?" oakley asked raising an eyebrow in question.

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