no promises { lucas

[nora tabitha stonewall]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

engaged, there wasn't even a word to describe what and how it felt to be engaged. she had never even imagined being committed someone at such a young age, hell she was only twenty two and this was the age for the celebrity to make more movies instead of getting tied down into the nodes of marriage, when she wasn't even in love with her future husband. lucas was a great guy, the two had been friends from a long time, say eight years to be exact. the first time she met him was at the sets of a movie in which both were working as the lead roles and love interests and they were barely fourteen around that time. this was basically both of theirs first kiss, which was kind of awkward but cute at the same time. over the shooting, they bonded and turned into close friends. nora even developed a silly crush on him but she had never admitted that to anyone except for screaming at the walls, her alcohol bottles and her best friend- which was her sister, who passed away five years ago. with her death, her world was upside down. she ahd drowned herself into depression and to add misery to that, her parents got divorced. with such a havoc in her life, she couldn't focus at all on acting and announced at the age of eighteen that she had retired from acting, which was a silly and a stupid decision. an year ago she found her sister's diary where she read that her sister wanted to see nora as a famous actress, just like her mother and she decided to fulfill her sister's dream and slowly slowly got herself back into acting. not taking more than two movies to do in an year. however she was a talented girl, so she had been getting several offers for leading roles but she was being picky, just the way her mother had been. with full honesty, she admired her mother and wanted to be good like her but doubted herself. even her mother doubted her, for she was never the bright one in anybody's eyes except her sister who taught her the meaning of love, life and live. all the sad thoughts were pushed out of her mind as she drove to lucas's house, who was her fiancee but it was a secret. remembering about their first kiss made her smile and blush. so the two of them were like meant to be together from the beginning, or what? fate had to do something with this or else why would she end up with the guy who was her first kiss? this was a miracle. no denial there. she didn't marry him on her wish, she was forced into it. arrange marriage it was. both of their parents were into business and business partners, to give a good name to their deal, they decided to pull themselves on closer terms and got them engaged. nora agreed to marry him in future for the sake of her mother's happiness, who had never been proud of her daughter. so this was a sacrifice from her side. as for lucas, nora wasn't too sure herself, but felt he had a similar story but today was her chance to talk out everything with him cause due to their tight and busy schedule, they barely got the time to talk or have their fiancee moment, not to forget, this was a secret. nobody knew they were engaged. their managers weren't in the favor of this yet they got engaged and so their managers decided, they could be engaged but keep it a secret for at least now, so the two had to act around like friends or just co stars, which was fine by nora, as this was going to give them the time and space to get to know each other better.

to anyone's surprise, they didn't even stay together. she lived with her old grandma and took care of the lady she loved to bits. she was standing at the door and was answered by the maid who informed her that lucas was in his room. she knocked at the door of his room but he didn't answer it so she entered in and saw him laying down on the bed, shirtless and sleeping. he had a book, a script of dialogues on his chest. awh she walked over, sitting down by his side and placing the book at the side. he must have fallen asleep while memorizing the dialogues. she sat there, staring at him, his beautiful face and hot body. she couldn't help herself and touched his cheeks with her fingers, poking them and then suddenly cupping them, softly. she ran her hand through his hair, as she loved messing up his hair and saw him move and open his eyes. umm.. er..h-hi..i mean hello..'' she stuttered, caught off guard and she withdrew her hand. her face burning red. you said you wanted to meet me and erm..w-well-c-c-cuddle? she finally looked up and her eyes connected with his and she smiled, feeling awfully shy. and of course we need to spend some quality time as a couple, get to know each other and stuff, which is why i'm here' she justified the reason of her presence there. she handed him a bar of chocolate which was his favorite from the age of fifteen and she still remembered it. i brought you these, they are your favorite right? see i still remember she winked, poking his nose. her hair fell onto her eyes

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[lucas james hector]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background: #2e2e2e; width:430px; height:550px; padding:0px;] take me back to your bed I love you so much that it hurts my head. Say, I don't mind you under my skin. I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. TAGGED: nora WORDS: 902 Lucas was the kind of person that people only liked because either he had a hot body or a cute face. There weren’t many people that knew how he really was and felt about stuff. Nora was one of the people that actually knew him… and she was also his fiancée. Fiancée? It even sounded weirder when he thought about it. They didn’t have time to date and they were already engaged. Lucas didn’t like the idea one bit at first but he had to take it. He needed to feel accepted by his parents, at least once. His insecurities made him say yes. He still remembered the first time he actually meet nora. While filming a movie together about eight years ago. When he first saw her, he thought she was a total babe. Someone that he would love to have as a girlfriend, but he never really got around to tell her that, he just thought a girl like her would actually like a guy like him. He had a lot of issues. The only way of escaping all of them was through acting. Acting was his safe spot. He could be whoever he wanted to be, he could be a total jerk or a total sweetie because people could at least accept him. It was good enough so he could try and forget his problems. During the years, he saw how nora got around so well and he only got secondary parts. It started to make him feel so depressed, he just needed it so much, it was almost killing him. He needed to have his save spot because without it he never knew where he would end. When he was younger, before the acting appeared he remembered that he ran away for about three days and when he finally came back, his parents didn’t even care. he never felt more renegade in his whole life that he actually did that day. Apparently one of his siblings told he was somewhere and his parents just bought it. Are parents supposed to be like that? He knew that his father wanted what was better for him, that’s why he knew that he had to marry nora. He needed to be noticed. Besides only luke was nora’s age. So there wasn’t many choises. In months, luke had finally an audition, he had been rehearsing for about five hours. His eyes hurt and he almost couldn’t keep them open. It was a movie that he was going to have the leading role. He never thought this day was going to come but it actually did after almost eight year. He was going to play a character that has a secret identity sort of thing. He had read the script but he was still trying to get the sense of his character. He really needed this role just to make it even bigger. He needed this to make it to nora’s level. He was determined to get this part, as hard as it was. He might even ask for nora for some help, she was way better than him and she could help him get the sense of it all. A few hours later, luke just gave in and fell asleep, totally forgetting that nora was coming over. it had been so long that he couldn’t keep his eyes open anymore. In his sleep he dreamed about a lot of stuff, some he still remembered, some he wanted to forget. Stuff about death and all of those things. He hated those kind of dreams. While sleeping he could feel something touch him, but it didn’t wake him up, he thought it was a dream so his brain ‘told’ him to just keep dreaming. When she messed his hair it was an alert was sent to his head and his eyes opened softly, getting used to the light he blinked a few times before opened them completely. Nora was looking right towards him. He giggled when she spoke. She was blushing a little when he took her hand in his. “hi.” He simply stated looking at her all cute like. He was falling for this girl, and he felt that she had something going on too. He nodded and just sit on the bed. “yes, I wanted to cuddle you. You seemed so tired, I just wanted to help you get some rest. People fall asleep better with a warm body next to them.” He stated as he took some stuff from his bed and put them on the ground. When she mentioned the couple thing his eyes locked in hers and he just smiled. “we should do that. We just need to know this works out before we actually take the next step. You know, you don’t really have to marry me if you think we aren’t going to work out.” He spoke softly before laying back on the bed, leaving some space for her to lay next to him. He was going to try and just please her in everything that he can, he really didn’t want to disappoint his parents. “okay, it’s official, I have the best fiancée ever.” He said before sitting back up and taking the chocolate from her hand. he placed a soft kiss on her cheek and pushed some of her back behind her ear, looking into her deep brown eyes, biting softly on his lower lip. NOTES: they are soo cute together =P

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[nora tabitha stonewall]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

Her life was moving on a really faster track and she could barely keep up with the amount of things that were happening. for once she knew her aim was to do something to make her mother love her as much as she loved cassie, nora's older sister who passed away and make her feel either proud or pleased,to the least. she was doing everything she could. nora was terrible at dancing but just for the sake of her mother's happiness, she went to their family parties and dance with people she didn't know or like, just to let her mother know how much she cared and followed her command but it was never enough. she always did interviews praising her mother's talent, hoping her mother would like the importance nora gave her but her mother barely took the notice or appreciated it. from a young age, nora had been the victim of complex and ignorance. she was never given attention that she craved, cassie was always in the spotlight, not that nora was jealous as she admired her. as for now, her step sisters got all the attention and care from her mother and nora did envy them but never hated them. basically the girls were always at a battlefield, trying to do things to hold their mother's attention and nora was always miserably failing at it. when the whole arrange marriage thing came up and imposed onto nora, she agreed to it, taking this as her chance to win over her mother, nora gave in and got engaged to luke, her childhood friend but it was a secret, for their managers thought it was a bad timing for to get engaged, especially luke, as he was a major hearthrob and his female fandom could be badly effected. unfortunately, fans went after looks over acting which was what nora didn't like at all but nothing could be done. after having a small private engagement party, the two set off to continue to with their acting careers and didn't spend much time together for they were busy. after a long busy week, nora decided to spend some quality time with her fiancee. the deal for tonight was to cuddle, get to know eachother, spend some 'quality time' together, catch up on whatever they had missed out about eachother's life in the couple of months after their engagement and over the years before their engagement.

as he opened his eyes, nora quickly took her hands off and moved a little away shyly, not knowing what to say or do. as he opened his eyes, she bit her lips, thinking of all the excuses she could stutter to escape the embarrassment. to her surprise, he put her hand back onto his face and said that she could touch him, afterall he was her fiancee. she laughed. ofcourse, how can i forget this is my right? her hands chupped his cheeks again and she quickly ran her finger down his face, sensually, loving the feeling of his skin beneath her finger. then she ruffled his hair, messing them up. which means according to the right i can mess up your hair, whether you like eeet or not. she poked his nose, sticking out her tongue and justified her reason to be there. well, this is one hot body to cuddle and relax next to she grinned. it was so true. he had such a great body. she pulled out his favorite chocolate bar and gave it to him, holding the other one in her hand and telling him she knew he loved the chocolate and she could still remember it after say 7 years?! he scooted over, making room for her and pulling her onto the bed and she adjusted herself in such a way that she was in his arms, with his arm around her shoulder. she blushed feeling his bare chest touching her body and turned red. he took the bar and kissed her cheek & her reaction; she covered her face blushing awfully. oh, stop you're making me blush!'' she said, putting her hands down and looking up at him, her gaze connecting with his. do i even need to tell you how lucky i'm feeling at the moment? being in the arms of the hottest hearthrob.. girls would keeeel me if they know about this. she would get a lot of hate from his fans, especially girls for being with the guy they all wanted but she could definitely manage all the hate, that was one thing she was used to. but to be honest, we should do this more often she winked, her hand reaching for his and her fingers settled perfect againt his as she laid back, staring into his eyes and smiling to herself, her heart beat was getting faster at his every touch.

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[lucas james hector]

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[atrb=border,0,true][atrb=cellSpacing,0,true][atrb=style, background: #2e2e2e; width:430px; height:550px; padding:0px;] take me back to your bed I love you so much that it hurts my head. Say, I don't mind you under my skin. I'll let the bad parts in, the bad parts in. TAGGED: nora WORDS: 672 Lucas couldn’t remember a time where he was one hundred percent happy, he just couldn’t. it was the most impossible thing in the world, at least to him. Whenever he got happy, his parents always brought him right back down, it was like falling into a deep well and he was never going to come back up. He always did got a way to come back up, but it was never the same, there were always bruises, mentally that he could never cure. It was like he was fixed in one point that he was unable to come out from. He remembered a day where that happened. When he was around nine or ten, he scored his first goal in soccer, it was like his best accomplishment, to him it was the best thing he has ever done in his whole life. He was hoping his parents would just pay more attention to him, that would just take him out for dinner or something. But that never came. They weren’t even there when he did that. They were at his older brother’s football game, cheering and just being all happy. He could hear the screams of happiness across the field. He hated them, more than he should. He hated his family. Somehow he just wanted to make it in the acting world, so they could all crawl back, but that didn’t happen. It never did. As much as he tried, a pretty face and a hot body didn’t get him jobs. He was just lost. He wanted to find a way out, and he thought that marrying nora was the way out, it was the way he could find true happiness. She was a gorgeous girl that actually cared for people. Or so he thought. He didn’t know her as well just yet, they were good friends but they hadn’t gone all the way with the questions. He was hoping to do is so tonight. He looked to her and just chook his head. “no, you can’t mess my hair.” He said as he grabbed her hand and just kissed It softly. How could this amazing girl be his fiancée? That had to be a joke. She was funny and sweet, everything he wanted in a girl, so he should be dreaming, it had to be. As she laid on the bed, he wrapped his arm around her, cuddling, just like he said he would. “you? Blushing? C’mon…” he said poking her nose softly before taking a bite from his chocolate. Well, she was off to a good start, she brought his favorite chocolate, they always say that you can win a men over by getting his stomach, well this was actually working on luke. Looking back into her eyes, he smiled as his hand ran through her hair softly. “i bet.” He chuckled softly as he moved so he was on top of her softly, on arm on the back of her neck the other holding his weight over her. “do you really thing I am that good for you?” he asked. He never thought he was good enough for anyone. Probably that was the reason that his relationship with anya ended. That time he was just a mess, it was the worse time in his life, even though anya had given him some good times and he really had enjoyed it. He didn’t even let her reply, he just leaned close to her, his nose slowly brushing against hers, his eyes closed. He didn’t know if this was the right thing to do, but he knew that he just wanted to do this. Feel her lips on his, taste her and just to actually see what he really felt about her. He leaned even further down, his lips finally touching hers. His whole body trembled to the feeling. It was like he was flying away, a feeling he never had with a girl before. This was the strongest feeling he has ever had in his whole life. Was this love? NOTES: they are soo cute together =P

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[nora tabitha stonewall]

And through the rising and falling apart, We discover who we are

Nora had been depressed for a while now. it was from the day her sister passed away and worse, her parents got separated. the house never felt the same without her elder sister around and with her parents getting divorced and being too held into their own careers. the last movie she did was with her sister and Lucas in it. they were very young back then, say around fifteen or sixteen and Nora had her first kiss, which was Lucas. It was so cute and her sister would always tease her about it. Nora would blush but she never admitted her likeness towards Lucas. it was a silly crush. once her sister passed away, she fell in severe depression, all kinds of feelings died within her. she only remained sad most of the times and kept away from everyone. Once her parents were separated, they abandoned her & left her at her grandmother's place so she grow up in her care. she had never felt accepted by parents. her mother remarried and she got step sisters, who would recieve all the care and love. Not to forget, all the attention as well. Nora had been secretly jealous of them and wondered what they had, that she lacked? She wasn't going to get back into acting if hadn't been for the visit back home where she found her dead sister's diary in which, her dead sister had said that it was her dream to see nora, as a successful actresses. she had to fulfill it so she decided to get back into acting. she was doing auditions for all those roles that her mother would show even the slightest interest in. her latest project was with lucas, which was going great. when her mother put forward the engagement proposal, without any second thoughts she accepted. she was hopeless. the only reason she did it was to feel accepted by her parents and found this to be her very chance to please them. the two were working together in a movie & secretly engaged. their management didn't allow them to slip the news just yet. they claimed that it would effect their fans and for a good comeback they needed the support of their fans, not their disappointment.
he took her hand and kissed it, telling her that she couldn't mess with his hair. she blushed feeling his kiss on her hand but pouted her lips. why can't i? as your fiancee i have every right touch you and to do so. says the law she joked. in few minutes, they had gotten so closer to each other. from cuddling, it turned into a romantic eye to eye contact and then he turned closer to ask her if she really thought that he was good for her? she thought for a second... he was amazing. she was comfortable around him. yes i do, i can be myself around you and feel accepted. she whispered softly. he had leaned over and she knew what he was about to do. it was an all of a sudden action but who was she to protest. his lips pressed onto hers and she felt her body paralysed under him. she closed her eyes and found herself kissing him back, softly and gently. there was some sort of chemistry, some sort of passion, she could feel it. she was turning red and breathless kissing him so passionately so she pulled away gently, but then gently leaned over for a soft peck onto his lips again, feeling the taste of his lips onto hers. wow.. you're a great kisser she smiled, opening her eyes and facing him. what just happened? she didn't have the slightes clue.

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