the tears stream down my face { elias

[saoirse fiona fitzpatrick]

saoirse had spent all morning writing songs. there were so many things she wanted to get off of her chest, but she was better at writing them, rather than trying to say them. after spending around four hours writing music and sipping at tea, saoirse decided to check her twitter and see what people had to say.. but the things that were directed at her weren't so nice. there were girls who were fans of elias who were calling her things such as a slut, and that she was fat and ugly, and that she would go nowhere in music because her music sucked, and if she did go anywhere, it was because of elias' fame. saoirse bit her lip trying to hold back the tears. she was always nice to his fans, whenever she ran into them and never did anything that would trigger something to make someone hate her. as she kept reading all of her interactions on twitter, the words just kept getting worse and worse. saoirse had been putting up with it for a long time now, and it was getting harder and harder to deal with. some people could just be so mean. before she knew it, tears were trickling down her cheeks. she needed to talk to elias, and she needed to do it now.

she ran out to her car and raced to elias' as fast as she could without getting pulled over. the last thing she needed on top of this was to end up with a ticket, just because she was upset over something she couldn't avoid. once she arrived at his place she parked her car and made her way up to the door, just walking inside. she had been with him long enough that she didn't need to knock anymore. once she was inside she walked up to his room where she hoped he was. opening his door she peaked her head in, tears still falling down her face. elias was laying there on his bed, watching a movie. "i can't take this anymore elias. your fans always have something negative to say about me. i haven't even done anything! do you even know what they say? i'm ugly, fat, and a whore!," she said, before pulling out her phone and bringing up her twitter. "read these tweets and see!," saoirse added before falling onto his bed.

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[elias noah parker]

eli had been in bed for most of the day, chester and him had went to the gym earlier for an intense workout. he was now starting to feel the muscle ache from days and days in the gym. he had just showered and went to bed to lay down and fall asleep to a good movie. he wondered what saoirse was doing.. he always wondered what she was doing whenever they were away from each other. colette and chester had went out to the beach and go to dinner later. he was practically alone in the whole loft.. all the guys had holidays right now which meant no recording, no hearing from management, and they basically had free reign to do whatever they wanted. eli's holiday was about three weeks, it had started five days ago and he was enjoying every bit of it. he had booked a surprise flight for saoirse and himself to go to ireland. he had planned to surprise her later today with the tickets when they met up for night out on the town.

eli's eyes fluttered close as he fell deep into a slumber. he was more tired than he thought and he even had the blinds wide open with sunlight. he dreamed of saoirse and their future together.. a future filled with happy children and wonderful music they would create together. eli didn't even hear the doors tumblers unlock as it swung open. he had given saoirse and colette their two extra keys. so no one else besides chester, eli, saoirse, and colette had access to the loft. he didn't care who came and went, he trusted them with his life. he did hear his bedroom door fly open and a frustrated voice of saoirse come in. his eyes fluttered open and he saw tears streaming down her face. saoirse pulled out her phone and showed him the tweets directed at her. eli got quickly got out of bed and put on a loose t-shirt to cover himself. she fell onto his bed and he sat next to her scrolling through the horrid tweets. eli wished she didn't have to go through this. "babe," he said laying down next to her, his elbow propping him up. he wiped the tears away and kissed her, "i really can't help when my fans say those things... i can't control them really." eli said being totally honest... he realized it probably wasn't the best thing to say to his sad girlfriend, "you're none of those things to me though." eli said smiling weakly, "i-i don't know what you want me to do! i can't do anything but sit back and wait till the drama stops. i've told you before... don't listen to that crap!" eli said his voice a little more steady, the numerous amount of times he told saoirse not to worry was immaculate.. when would she get it?

[saoirse fiona fitzpatrick]

all saoirse wanted to do for the next couple of weeks was be around elias. he had been working so hard with the lads recently, and management gave them some time off. since they were both busy all the time, they hadn't been around each other as much as they normally were. it was hard being away from her boyfriend but she understood how crazy his schedule was. and she had been in the studio herself writing music and recording things, hopefully to make her own album. working on her music had began taking over so much time of her life. when she usually had free time, she was resting. saoirse really wanted to put out an album, it was a dream of hers, and now that a record label showed interest in her, she really wanted to make it perfect. soon she would have time to take off because she had written around ten songs, and they flowed perfectly. her album was really coming together.

once saoirse spoke she realized that she had woken elias up, which made her feel a bit terrible for coming in and complaining to him. but still, she was fed up with getting all of the hate especially when she felt like she didn't deserve it. "i know you can't control them," she said before letting out a small sigh. honestly, she knew there was probably nothing he could do. just when she was getting all of the hate, it seemed like he was the only one she could go and talk to about it. eli was beside her now, and he wiped away some of the tears falling from her eyes and kissed her. "just... is there anything you could say to them? something... i don't want it to seem like i am whining about it all. but it probably seems that way," she said, looking down at her hands. the hardest part about this all was that saoirse was really self conscious as it was, she never truly felt like she was pretty or even worth elias. hearing things like what people were saying to her made her start to believe it, as much as she didn't want to. she bit her lip gently before looking back up at him. "i-i'm sorry, elias. i really don't want to fight with you," she added before playing with a strand of her hair. saoirse couldn't stand the fact that elias was upset with her right now. he had told her so many times to just ignore everything, and that he loved her just the way she was, and that what the fans thought wasn't important to him. sometimes she just wished she was strong enough to not let it get to her.

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[elias noah parker]

eli absolutely hated being away from saoirse, she was his better half and whenever she was away, eli felt empty. his life prior to meeting saoirse was all a black and white blur. now, his world was filled with colour and beauty that he didn't even exist. their love blossomed quickly and he was falling more and more in love with her with each passing day. he had never met a girl that captivated him like saoirse could. the way she laughed, her eyes, her smarts, and her curls, they all made eli weak to the knees. he now knew what love was and all it took was one girl. he had never imagined himself having a future with a girl but saoirse made him hopeful of someday getting married, having kids, and growing old together.

eli had just woken from a long nap when saoirse had burst into the room. he felt a little groggy from just waking up, but then again, he was always happier to wake up and see saoirse standing there. this time was a little different because she had tears streaming down her face. "i wish my fans would just leave you alone... they should learn to love you just as much as i love you. then again, i want them to love you a little less than me.. because i wanna be the one who loves you most in this world." eli said softly searching her eyes for any sign of happiness. he was propped up by his elbows and leaned in to kiss her, wiping away some tears. he really didn't want his girlfriend to be sad anymore, she deserved all the happiness in the world. "you're not whining babe." he said laughing lightly before putting his hand into hers, "i will get on twitter and make sure they know how truly in love i am with you. nothing they say will ever change that saoirse." he said assuring her. he pulled his hand away from hers and grabbed his phone from his nightstand, he started typing a tweet, 'i love @saoirsefitzpatrick more than anything in this world, nothing you guys say will ever tear us apart. pls stop harassing her.' he clicked the send button and the tweet was posted. saoirse stared down at her hands, a sign she was still upset about something. eli dropped his phone on his bed and sat up fully. he put a hand under her chin and held her face at the same level as his. "i am sorry too. let's not fight ever again." eli said softly before he smiling lovingly at her. he was holding his whole entire world in his hand and he couldn't bear to see her sad, "don't be sad love, please. i love you, nothing will ever change that." eli said leaning in and kissing her softly.