work mishaps (open)

[cameron edward masters]

sometimes cameron just really hated his job, he knew that his boss wasn't too keen of him but kept him because he did a good job and he was never one to complain like some of his coworkers did. he did was he was told and never said a word about it, even when he was treated differently than everyone else. really he had to admit that in a way he was use to it anyway since when he was home that was about all that he got from people. he would be stepped on and used by his own boyfriend who would take about everything the guy had and then some, he dealt with the abuse he received everyday and it was a surprise when he was even able to do it all with a smile on his face. sometimes cameron really could be an actor, he had to put on a mask and pretend he was fine every single day even when he knew that deep down he really wasn't. it was really always just a matter of time before he snapped and basically just broke down and he knew that, that was really what he was always most afraid of when he thought about it.

he wasn't afraid of his boyfriend killing him, he was never afraid of death because in his head everyone died in the future anyway and if he died that would only really be speeding up the process and that wouldn't mean anything. no one would really care if he died because he didn't have to many friends and he didn't really talk to many people, and he didn't know many people either. he had been one of those people who really kept to themselves back in high school, he would hide behind his sketch books and his school work trying to really just hardly be noticed. he was bullied, like many of the other students were. he would called a fag, on top of all of these other names because he was gay and he was just pretty quiet but he tried really hard to block everyone out and normally it worked for him too and he made it throughout high school alive even though his parents threw him out of the house even before he had graduated high school and he lived with friends before moving in with his boyfriend.

his boyfriend was so nice at first even, it wasn't in till he started drinking that he had really took a turn for the worse and turned into a person that cameron could hardly even recognize anymore, he was so abusive and always on his mind. even now as he was working waiting tables and carrying out trays of food, he had no idea that someone was actually holding their food out while he was carrying one of the trays and ended up tripping him and food went all over someone. "I-I am, I am so so sorry" he said clearly embarrassed and even on the verge of tears.