learn to love again * gabi

[asher gage hutton]

asher didn't usually do strip clubs but lately he was low on money and rent was due any day now. he didn't want to lose his apartment and stripping offered extra cash. it went against all his morals but nowadays asher never listened to his heart. he just went with what his mind said and never thought twice about decisions. he was always a good little boy and ever since drea broke his heart into a million pieces he was a shattered soul of who he was. his own father turned his head towards his son and thought he was full of blasphemy. his family had even abandoned him, since he didn't have his families love, what was the point anymore? he had no one to love him. everyone left him in his time of need. then again, asher pushed everyone away shortly after the wedding was canceled. he turned against his religion and decided to take up the fast life of being a male escort and a stripper. not even the escort services knew of asher's lower class status, they didn't like lower class being in their system.. yet he had managed to lie his way to the top.

as asher was getting ready behind the stage, it was ladies night tonight. the whole place was rented out for some bachelorette party. he was excited because whenever there was a bachelorette party it meant great tips. as he sprayed his hair into place and added some body glitter, he was ready. asher walked towards the stage and heard the familiar music playing. he was dressed up only in a pair of jeans, a firefighters helmet, and some thick suspenders hugged his shoulders. he came out from behind the curtain, he was joined by two other males on either side, they were dressed in the same outfit. asher started to dance to the music and the small crowd of girls started to cheer. asher ripped off his jeans and threw them towards them, he was only wearing tight black briefs. he then walked off the stage and towards the crowd. "so whose my bride?" asher asked cocking a eyebrow seductively. the bride raised her hand and he gave her a good lap dance and walked away. he nearly had a hundred dollars so far. it was only his first set. he could get back up there if he wanted but he walked towards the bar and grabbed a drink first. that's when he noticed a blonde standing by herself, looking a bit out of place. "hey cutie, what brings you here tonight? you looking for someone?" asher asked her looking into her eyes and giving a charming smile, he was still only wearing black briefs.. which would probably make her a little uncomfortable.


notes - hope this is fine!

[gabrielle louise dubois]

Gabrielle was the kind of girl that never did anything wrong. People did bad things to her, she suffered in silence and just tried doing things whenever she was alone. Tonight she was at a strip club, one of her friends was getting married and she was also planning her wedding, she didn’t feel comfortable there, not even a bit, she felt like she was a sinner like she shouldn’t be there, like she was going to be punished when she left. She could hear her mother scream at her in her head, it was making her crazy. She tried to tell her friends but then again why would she ruin her happy moment, she was going to get married, she needed at least one night of fun, right? Right. She thought as she just relaxed and started to giggled with all of them. She was trying to fit in as much as she could but it was hard. She kept hearing her mother or and over again. She could even feel her hand smack her face. She took a deep breath and just smiled brightly, she was partially there on a job so yeah, she had to behave.

When they strippers started to came out, she just couldn’t do it. She got up and walked over to the bar. She ordered a coke and just kept her back towards them. She knew how a man looked but she just closed her eyes drank while she pictured herself at home watching a movie. She heard all of them cheering but none noticing she was gone. It was better that way or they would have dragged her back towards the almost naked men and she didn’t want that. When the music stopped she turned back to them and just saw them walking away. They were going to change outfits or something? Well, she didn’t know for sure, but her eyes went wide when one of them walked over to the bar. She pretended she was indifferent to him being there but when he spoke she felt her whole body tremble. “me? i… i… I am the wedding planner… and also a friend.” She said her voice a little shaky. She blushed a bit when he said she called her a cutie even though she felt everything but a cutie in her mind. When a person got tattered up like that there was no fixing or tuning back. It was almost 8 years. It was a long, long time. She felt awkward around him, she looked at his body and just bit her lower lip. He was hot but there was the only naughty thought she could have. She was such a prude girl that whenever she thought about a men touching her arm she thought it was something dirty. “nice… briefs.” She managed to say in a awkward way. She just felt like slapping herself on the spot. Seriously…

[asher gage hutton]

asher missed the calm serene life of being a good little boy. he enjoyed the freedom but it always came with a price; this being not having his parents in his life. he had missed a couple christmas' now and was starting to miss his moms home cooking. his parents were rich and had a huge house in the country. he was living on the outskirts of LA in an apartment complex that was pretty much always just used for sleeping. asher lived during the night and slept all day. his clients always were at the elite parties till the wee hours of the night. not to mention most times the night ended with a very energetic round of sex. asher was finally climbing his way up the social ladder.

he never pictured himself stripping, it was just a means of getting by. in the back of his mind he couldn't help but think how wrong this was.. then again, why would God give him such a wonderful body if he didn't want him to use it? asher liked to see things from this side more often then the other. he walked over to the bar, he needed a little more liquid bravery. as weird as it sounded, he still got nervous to perform even after all the times people had seen him naked. he looked over to the blonde standing by the bar by herself. "wedding planner? sounds like a wonderful job." asher smiled through the pain of the flashes of himself and drea planning their wedding. the girl had a bit of blush across her face and she complimented the small amount of clothing he had on. asher gave a hearty chuckle, "thanks, i'm a bit underdressed now. sorry if it makes you feel a bit uncomfortable." asher smiled and shrugged a bit. he looked at the barkeep, "can i get a coke and whiskey?" the barkeep nodded and quickly started to fill a glass with the contents and pushed it towards asher. "why aren't you with the rest of the girls? this isn't really your scene is it?" asher asked making a bit of small talk.